This article is similar with what happened in my live almost a year ago. God allowed it comes to my live. I didn’t expect it before and never think it before.
If nowdays I find this article, it’s not accidentially. It’s like a mirror to see who and what me currently. He wants me to see who I’m and looking back where’s my soul is gone.
Hi people who has an heartbreak and feel bitter and pain. Just take time to read it and think when you are standing. Hopefully it will help you to through the bitterness in your live. God bless you all.
It’s difficult to keep chasing someone who has chosen to ‘un-love’ you.
This park held a lot of significance in my life. It was the place where we shared uncountable memories together, the place where it all started, the place where we used to discuss our hopes and dreams in life.
I would stare at my phone every day, just waiting for his name to appear on the screen somehow, praying that he would call or just send a simple text. And as soon as the doorbell rang, my heart would start racing in the hope that he has come to see me.
I chased him relentlessly. I kept calling on his number. I sent him several texts. And I even tried to get him to meet me on several occasions. I held on to any chance or ray of hope I could find, but it’s difficult to keep chasing someone who has chosen to ‘un-love’ you.
I had this belief that our love was strong enough to withstand all the struggles of life. But I was wrong.
I needed to get back my soul, the soul I had lost in the process of loving him unconditionally. I needed to get refreshed, recharged, and restored. I started reconnecting with the people who had been distanced from my life. And in this journey to rediscover myself, I met some new people along the way.
I remember questioning God on why He let my heart-break into these tiny little pieces. I prayed for some kind of guidance on what I was supposed to do next. I placed all my trust in Him to lead the way, to get me back to life. This is the time when I finally realized that I had only lost the man I loved, but I was still blessed enough to have my amazing family and friends by my side. I realized that sometimes, people only leave so you can find your own purpose.
When I remember all of it today, it was indeed one of the most painful times of my life. But I’m still thankful that it happened. Because it truly changed me! It made me more mature. It made me stronger. And it made me wiser. Looking back on everything, I am no longer the weak and helpless girl that I used to be. I am someone who believes in herself. I am someone who can smile genuinely with all her heart. I may still be single, but I completely love every single minute of it.
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